Misc!

I am at that age that i want a girl friend!  Some times its hard to sit back and wait! I mean I see all these people that have girl friends and boy friends and I think to my self man I want a girl but not just any girl! I want a girl that I can love and be loved by. A girl that loves the lord with her whole heart and would do any thing or go any where for the lord! A girl that can help me raise a family up to love and worship god as we do! I shall be 22 next month and I think allot about marriage. About what it will be like to be married! Some times God has to tell me to slow down and just wait because the right girl will come around at the right time! I don’t know if its weird but I pray for my wife who ever she may be. I know God is going to bring her to me when the time is right! Who know may be I have met her all ready!?! I don’t know! But I do know that I can’t wait to be with her!! Even though I really want a girl friend (aka wife) right now I know I am not ready yet! Some times my emotions get in the way and i don’t see that. Some times I let my emotions get the best of me and take me down paths that are not bad but i all ways get hurt in the end! Even though its really hard I need to trust God more with my life!!! I need to be strong and not give in. I know god will bring my wife to me when the time is right! Soon I will be starting a new life in my old roots and I can’t wait to see where God takes me!